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Well little more calmer… so this is the story. Friday the 18th, i went over to her house to help her out with some serious academic mess up. I broke my head on a solution and went over to her place to share that with her. So when i was there she went in for a shower. I was on her comp and downloaded a picture off the web. It went into some folder of hers. So i went there to copy it. In that folder 3 pics of her and the Boy topless. As i said 2 where they were cuddinling, and one where they were kissing.
My heart stopped it literally stopped. I had no idea what was happening. i was glued to that pic. Strangely the pic of them kissing was not the one that i was glued to, it was one where she was trying to hide her face. She looked so fucking happy. like ecstatic. Thats the look that killed me ….
The last thing expected in the fucking world happened…. actully I may be partly expected to happen !!!
She Slept with This guy she liked!!! and how do i know … she fuckin hell took pictures… took pictures…. well she is saying that they just ‘made out’ topless that is. Now how in Gods fuckin world do i believe that. 3 Pics three… 2 they happly cuddling and one where they snuggin … like hell….
Who the fuck is this bloke…. He is the one bloke who i told her to PLS PLS PLS not hang out with too much.Coz when he visited India last time she was totally smitten by him… like totally… to the extent where people was asking what the fuck I’m doing sitting on my ass…. But THE NICE GUY i am, I said screw they are also friends and shit…… So now when she went to London i was like for the first time ever, pls pls pls the only thing i don’t want you to do is meet the bloke as soon as u land or so. Well she did that exactly. Anyway i’m a turmoil right now… need to get a ciggarette … brb
So after a month and a half in London the girl is back. Met her yesterday, was strange. Didn’t know what to say or do. Ha-ha, stood on the other side of the bed from her…. Never been like that before. Anyway, so she is back and there was not mention of let’s talk!! So I guess it’s not coming. Think though will give it the weekend and if it doesn’t happen then, even if she tries to have “the talk” I’m not going to bother!
Harsh, cold! Hell yea. 2 months I fucken dealt with it.
Well some background to my current frame of mind:
Got dumped around 7 weeks back, read the about me section. She wanted a week to mull over it, I gave her 4. Till the day I brought it up we were fine, as in she didn’t say anything, claimed she missed me [she went to London for her month long holiday in week 3] and signed off with love you all the time. So when I brought it up I was shocked when she said the break up stands. But she said she was confused and that she was crazy about me and it’s really hard for her. So hung in there waiting to see what happens. Maybe it is just a phase, a 2 year itch.
But a day back the bombshell hit. No, she did not move on, cheat, do someone at least to the best of my knowledge, but anyway that’s what is not important right now. She closed it. What I mean by that, is that post the formal break up, I had to deal with not being with her and so. But the door to our relationship was still open, meaning it could just be a phase or she had some doubts. But a day back she told me she had told her mum,
“i told her u wouldnt be visiting as much….and she was like huh why? and i was like ma…rough patch…chill”
Ok so whys is this a big deal. So she comes from a hard core Tam Bram, Indian family. They are not an orthodox family, but traditional. Meaning they are trying to keep up with time in their own way. So they knew about the relationship and never did give her any grief for it. When I was in college she practically lived in my place, and till recent event most evening was spent at her place. You get the picture; fundamentally they were Ok with me and her. But they are not pro changing of relationships. They would want her to have ideally 1 or 2 relationships that are serious and that one will end in marriage.
So her telling her mum was a BIG fucking deal. It means that she has almost written this off. So this is when it hit… and trust me when I say that it, really hit….
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